Below are the 18 most recent journal entries recorded in XuntiltheendX's LiveJournal:

Thursday, July 3rd, 2003
11:38 am	So nothing ever goes the way we planned it to Everthing in the past few weeks for example (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 21st, 2003
10:17 am	Watch what I could say is the stupidest movie ever 8 mile that is all I have to say. Current Mood: cynical Current Music: Trail (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 19th, 2003
2:41 pm	I am done with school....... For now?? I finished the last ged class today which is a suprise seeing as I have only gone to two. I tested out at such a high level that the lady lied for me saying I had the hours. I only just have to take the actual test on the 26th of July so that will delay me coming back but I guess it is worth it. B/c I want to start classes at uvsc when I get back. I thought I didn't want to go back to school but I want to do something be a chef maybe but I think I will do something in film also and teach german I don't know my views on what I want out of life are changing. But any way, thee is this guy in the band I am playing in that is a pro-tat artist. So I think I am going to get an edge tat on the back of my leg. But I don't know. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 18th, 2003
2:49 pm	Just Wondering? Is everyone pissed off at me? I don't it just seems like you guys are. But what ever. I am almost done with my ged even though I started today. I am going to take the pre-test tomarrow and I should be taking the real test the frist week in July. I guess I should fell acomplished but I really don't. But I going to do it anyway so I can get a good job or something like that. Current Mood: content (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 16th, 2003
3:15 pm	I love being in a band it's better than sex(like I'd know) So I am playing for two bands. I am playing drums for a metal band and am playing bass and singing for a punk band. I should be fun. We are playing some show soon it will be cool. Star Wars Galaxies was push back until the 26th so I didn't get it yet but I am stoked for it. There really is nothing to do here but jackoff. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: rancid (Comment on this)
Friday, June 13th, 2003
10:52 am	Man I hate Oklahoma Yeah so I didn't remeber how much I hate this place. It is pretty boring. But I guess what can you do. I will be home the 22nd of june. Current Mood: bored Current Music: rancid (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 11th, 2003
8:59 am	Door to Door sales Now this is where it gets fun I am starting door to door sales today. Deathincheryl why aren't you ever on. Anyway Current Mood: working (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 10th, 2003
11:38 am	What's up? I am here in Ok there isn't much to do here but I guess what can you do. I bought my warped tour tickets. And I should be home in july. around the twenyth (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 26th, 2003
5:49 pm	shit is weird I don't know but some thing are kinda weird right know and most of them are b/c of me. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 21st, 2003
3:33 am	Work So fuck work. But I can't start looking for another job for about a mounth or until I pay of my Vino. But I guess it will do for right now. Current Mood: cold Current Music: rancid (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 13th, 2003
12:19 pm	I start today So I have to work today. Current Mood: tired Current Music: earth crisis (Comment on this)
1:23 am	I got a job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I am stoked I got job.... @ sandstar :( But it is money and I think I am getting a Yamaha Vino tomarrow. Current Mood: excited Current Music: Trial (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 11th, 2003
12:57 am	Parallax Show So the show was dope. I had lots of fun. Quite a few people got hurt and that sucked. But any way, Mothers day tomarrow, I don't know how that is going to go. Since I left home my mom and I have seen eachother a few times but not for more than an hour. I guess dinner might be going down even if blake isn't doing it so I will go that should be dope. I didn't sleep last night, I kinda wish I had had something to do last night rather then sit around and when everyone woke up instently smell pot. But I guess it was fun while it lasted. I have what could be called a school-boy crush on this girl I haven't even talked to or been introduced. I don't know but that has never happened to me before. I guess maybe next time I see her I should talk to her. Hopefully she is cool but if not I really don't care. I just want to see if I really would be interested if I did know her. Current Mood: weird Current Music: Trial (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 4th, 2003
11:17 pm	So I am getting into this game called Marvel Hero Clix it is way cool. I only have one character, Whirlwind, but he is good. I know it is major nerdy but I think it is fun. But I am also looking into Krishna alot Brandon gave me some books today they are really interesting. But I don't know. I am really into researching religions and stuff but this one I think is very cool it makes more sence than christianity. But I am not sure religion is ever an answer b/c for most people it seems to be a form of escapism but not so much eastern religions they take dediction and understanding. But I guess I will see what I think. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:59 am	Sleep, Wish I could do it. So recently I have been getting back into my insomniac sleep pattrens again. It kinda sucks but I guess its not too bad. Just some times I wish I could get to sleep at night. during the day I can usually sleep fine. But at night I just can't even lay down. I should probably get ajob or some thing it would work out. But I don't know. So I saw X-2 yesterday it was so good Current Mood: awake Current Music: common rider (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 1st, 2003
3:19 am	XXXUntil DeathXXX So i really don't understand how people can go from being sXe to doing drugs. Being sXe means you want to keep your body heathly and shit right!? and the kid will just throw it all away once the turn 21, or meet some friends who do that shit. I guess I am stupid or something b/c for some reason I don't see nor have i ever felt the benifits of drugs of any kind. Current Mood: sXe as fuck Current Music: Strike Anywhere (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 30th, 2003
7:15 pm	X-men 2: the best movie ever. So I am going to cam out tomarrow for the frist showing of X-men 2 it will be dope. I also prieced my ear last night. It hurt like a bitch b/c I shoved an 18 guage into it. It is bruised as fuck. But I am siked b/c it looks good. Current Mood: geeky Current Music: Trial (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 29th, 2003
11:27 pm	Fuck School So I went back to school today to say hello to everyone. And I realized that the kids there are so fucking condisioned to just summit to what is coming at them. They have pretty much no views of their own. And I just have to say fuck school. (Comment on this)